I’ve been coding for 25 years and still struggle with it.
If you are struggling with the language you have a serious problem. If you are struggling how to use the language in a certain way - it’s not as serious.
if you are struggling to solve problems - that is more serious and maybe programming is not for you.
iI always say to young programmers - what matters is that you can solve a program. Some problems don’t need programming to solve and you should recognize that too.